I just worry so much.. Sigh..
This is going to be hard to get through, but this relationship means everything to me, I’m willing to do whatever it takes to get past this and move on, so I can try to make him happy again. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so cared for or loved before by an individual, and it’s breathtaking to think that someone cares about me as much as I care for them in return because it really is just a glorious...
farrahsfaucet: you dont wanna mess with me i cry easily
scvlptures: depression is when you don’t really care about anything anxiety is when you care too much about everything and having both is just like what
It’s like I’m re living everything all over again..
Well today sucked. Not looking forward to the next few days..
I’m so scared to loose what I love most, I actually don’t think I’ve ever been so scared to loose someone because I know that he could find so much better..
I feel like the worst human being on earth. Why did I have to get the most precious thing to me stolen why all it does is kill everything around me and everyone leaves. All I do is block it out and I’m just the same scared little girl as I have been for years but tonight it’s amplified at even the thought of loosing the person I love the most why can’t I erase my past why why...
makkine: makkine: Oh my god this is giving me flashbacks to when Disney announced it was buying club penguin and there was a literal actual penguin protest in front of the clothes shop for like 4 hours straight I love society
himchanspenus: Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach that point because the nicest people are also the scariest assholes when they’ve had enough.
ryaninwonderland: who ever said high school was the best 4 years of their life must have had a really fast metabolism and was probably really popular and had lots of friends and got good grades and did not have social anxiety